Day 26 - A boring start in college

Day 26 - 6th April 2009

As i would not have expected, my first class in college was not as exciting as would expect since it was 'Malaysia Studies', in other words it was history class. And plus - straight away the lecturer gave homework to do, talk about rapid succesion of things happening in one day. Sigh.. it wasn't really bad though since i only have the class once a week so should be expected.

After that we had mathematic class in the afternoon, the lecturer was pregnant and was to be expected to give birth anytime soon this week, great news. More over she will be having her leave for one month when she 'gives life' in to this world. Her teachings weren't bad but it was strange as there was only a few people attending the class, meh, it might be just that there were not much of people having a like for maths at that college.

Probably the only thing driving me to whole heartedly learn history is my beliefs and a bit of interest in it. Well, what i really eagerly waited for and was looking forward to was the economy and law lessons the next two days since economy was teached by someone who i think might be interesting and law studies was my main interest but i had already went through the first few chapters in the textbook given as i could understand it more clearly when the lecturer teaches me when the time comes.

On the development of friendship there, umm not so much cause there wasn't much of meeting with them and that made me a bit at the sad side but it's ok, no big deal.

Day 25 - Another Sunday, Another Prep

Day 25 - 5th April 2009

Sigh.. I'm not gonna say much but yeah, Sundays are my prep days now. Hard to admit but after i started going to college, my mind is always busy thinking about what to plan for the next whole week every time this day comes. So weekends probably ain't my fun days but more of relaxation and preparation days.

When i think about it, most people that are actively working or studying has this kind of problem. And probably most of them are not excited about. Ok, I'm gonna start stating some facts now; I'm not going to talk about today but about myself and the majority of people in this world, expect more of these from time to time.

Most of their thoughts are probably:

1. I hate Mondays because I'm gonna be busy the whole week again.

2. Waiting for Monday to come feels as if it's like waiting for your punishment.

3. It's like a drill i have to do for almost half of my lifetime wasted on it.

4. It gets tedious, repetitive and boring every time Monday comes.

5. When will Friday come? ;)

That's because most people think these daily tasks 'are forced to' or 'they have to' as reality wasn't helping them at all but causes them to think it's suffering to do so to continue and support their lives. Well not gonna preach but why do you think like that? Have you ever ask yourself 'Why do you study or work and at the same time, you feel frustrated about it?' Is it because you hate it? In my opinion, the answer is, no, it's not because you hate it; It's because you haven't realised the value of what your doing all this time.

For me to prepare mentally for Mondays or any other frustrated times for that matter, i just thought about what if i had completed my tasks, how valuable are the tasks to my future, my family, the people around me and myself. By reminding myself this, i can quickly and gladly overcome any challenges i encounter and appreciate whatever i'm doing.

Day 24 - Some free time to kill, not literally

Ok things may get confusion as i haven't write the previous days so please bear with for this few days, sorry.

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Day 24 - 4th April 2009

Well finally a day to write my blog, realised that i got loads of things skipped though so i probably took 1 or 2 hours to finish each day. Today was sorta of 'Writing My Blog Day' cause Terb woke up pretty late before me so i told myself that i could write some for the whole day. I took a break that morning when i went breakfast with my bro; i thinked we talked for quite some time before getting back home, he hasn't heard how my orientation went so alot of the conversation was about that.

After gettting back home, i only wrote a bit before my parents got back from the apartment. Then i was feeling really bored about it as the atmosphere around the house was a bit crowded so i ended up practicing dance the whole afternoon instead. I still have to be flexible with my time management anyways so it wasn't a big deal.

Night time, was thinking what i missed in MSN so i too had the chance to chat but the internet connection in my area was really bad so trying to have a conversation with someone was ridiculous as watching static from the television. However, there was tons of new stuff in my mailbox, never knew so many things can happen in the internet after only a few days had passed, i felt kinda grateful, heh.