Woo, a whole year passed. Well, again doesn't really apply to people like me, since classes never ends exactly within a calender year.
It's been a special year, half of it was spent in UK was because of it. With only family in my mind and entertainment at my desk, I manage to live in a somewhat solitary life. No life changing events but it was nice overall.
I think it's mainly because I believe I could start a sort of 'clean slate' in life, nothing there reminded me of the past except for the few familiar friends. I could pretend none of it really matter nor happened and that I've always been a lone wolf.
Well, sucks that such a 'fantasy' never lasts. Malaysia's still my home and I came back to taste the bitterness again.
It's weird, supposively all the happy memories should be back in college but that one or two bad ones stick around like superglue, you can never really get it off.
All I got from the second half of this year, was that it's too late to make new friends or mend broken bonds or strengthen current ones for that matter.
"No time for a nobody" to simply put it I guess. Since the way I treat people, I'm most likely at the bottom of everyone's list to socialise with.
CLP classes are rather unsuitable for anything but intense learning.
My only few salvation from such bitterness, was music, painting, gaming, youtube and my own company.
It's been a special year, half of it was spent in UK was because of it. With only family in my mind and entertainment at my desk, I manage to live in a somewhat solitary life. No life changing events but it was nice overall.
I think it's mainly because I believe I could start a sort of 'clean slate' in life, nothing there reminded me of the past except for the few familiar friends. I could pretend none of it really matter nor happened and that I've always been a lone wolf.
Well, sucks that such a 'fantasy' never lasts. Malaysia's still my home and I came back to taste the bitterness again.
It's weird, supposively all the happy memories should be back in college but that one or two bad ones stick around like superglue, you can never really get it off.
All I got from the second half of this year, was that it's too late to make new friends or mend broken bonds or strengthen current ones for that matter.
"No time for a nobody" to simply put it I guess. Since the way I treat people, I'm most likely at the bottom of everyone's list to socialise with.
CLP classes are rather unsuitable for anything but intense learning.
My only few salvation from such bitterness, was music, painting, gaming, youtube and my own company.
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