---------Weekly happenings-------------
Had quite a week, there's always something different each passing days in it. Monday was a dinner at TGIF with economy A-scoring students which was sponsored by Mr. Aria. First time had a dinner that expensive, had a great time, sadly not all my friends could join in, that kind of thinking always limits myself enjoying things fully.
Tuesday was suppose to be a karaoke session but it was changed to a window shopping/studying at the Curve, supposively i was going to pick up my mum from my aunt's place but later i found out she wanted to stay a little longer, kinda pissed as she only told me when i arrived there but i decided i just loiter around at the Curve, surprisingly, shopping alone was one of the things i had wanted to do for a long time, just because i haven't done it before. It was quite relaxing time; i walk around slowly just enjoying the scenery and occasionally sit on comfortable sofas and studied contract and sometimes took a nap. Long story short, didn't went karaoke but had a good alone time by myself.
Wednesday was half bad half good, the reason for the bad is the sexist and disrespecting "moral lecturer" which i don't want to talk about but really just want to say he's a friggin retard. The reason for the good is that i had good time during lunch and contract class which for me, Kumar was the opposite of that "moral lecturer".
Tort class on the next was good too, celebrated Chew Teng's birthday before class, had a nice hang out after class but the raining made traffic worse. Still an acceptable day.
I woke up pretty early on Friday, traffic was hell but still reached college early than most people, been awhile since i went to college that early. Studied econs myself at college after having maths class, also something that i haven't done for quite sometime. Probably the main reason would i didn't have a car to drive on that day. I guess i forgotten the good times i had when i didn't drive to college.
-----------Feelings section---------------
Ummmm, i'm not really stressed over emotions i guess, still burst raw feelings when i drive alone but always a good way to let it all out. I think i can control my feelings, can't suppress them but let them flow naturally. Although my promise to my mum and my insufficient confidence can prevent me from taking any action, but it never really prevented me from having her in my mind all day long, then again, they are just merely thoughts, nothing really happens after that, maybe a bit quicker heartbeats but nothing major. I think to myself if i was being too obsessive but i guess i am not, i don't really obsess over her, would i say love? I'm not sure, what would really amount to be considered love?
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