01 February 2011

Love Dreams

No idea what you call them but i'm definitely not talking about those dreams if you know what i mean.

Basically i just wanna tell that i'm having dreams of love. Not all of the dream in one night is considered to be it though, but that single yet memorable part of the dream is so real in terms of the feeling.

It's real in a way since i have no control and expectations of what's gonna next, usually when i dream i still have some "godly" power to control my surroundings but not times like this.

What made it real was also the fact that the person was real, at least in the dream world. The personalities may not make sense once i wake up and think about it but who knows, love changes a person.

Now now, you readers probably wondering who i'm dreaming about, am i correct? or maybe something that goes "Ewww, which girl had been dreamt by this perverted-emo-weird freak?" Yeah... that pretty much what the average joe would think, but anyways it's not hard to guess who since i don't know a lot of people and the other fact about my dreams is that it's past memories just mixed together to form another reality. Who knows(except me) it might be someone i'm close, it might be someone i just talked to, or it might be someone i'd fallen in love with in the past or it might be someone i still have a crush on.

The other question would be how did the dream go? Well as far as i remember, it's not long and i'm not sure how to describe it without sounding romantic.

Love Dream #1

First it's just some scene at a bedroom, a bedroom with separated beds which i think it's maybe a room for a number of people to sleep in (i have no control over where i dream things). The girl was lying on a bed horizontally or side ways, the bed was big enough that her legs were still on it, unrealistically, she was reading a magazine about wargaming, joyfully if i might say with her legs going swaying up and down like any girl would.

The view was from behind so i guess i was sitting on another bed, looking at her, reason was i couldn't see her face, probably cause that's the beginning of the scene and i just 'appeared' on the bed. But then, she sort of pressed up against the bed and turned to look back at me, with the magazine on her hand, as if she wanted to ask something. That's when i got a glimpse of how she looked like and right afterwards i knew who she was, yet i'm not totally surprised who she was.

She asked me something about the magazine, what the symbols meant, there was one word i could remember, "obelisk", probably makes no sense but i answered her back. The magazine was filled with illustrations, symbols and words, probably about a game i thought. After a while, i came over to her bed, slightly lying down next to her, with my overall body facing the bed i just sat on and continued to answer her questions while the occasional talk about the magazine comes about. After a while, i moved closer to her, so close that everytime we moved, our shoulders touched each other, i probably would've smelled her hair if this wasn't a dream. There was also the occasional hands bumping to each other as i pointed something on the magazine, then it finally lead me into holding her hand gently and afterwards intertwined between her fingers. I felt loved, probably.

I got up, in a sitting pose, still beside her. She went up too, sitting beside me. Her right hand wrapped around me and then clasped into my hand as my left hand wrapped around her too, her head was on my chest. The next i remembered is that she said something to me which probably made no sense too but nevertheless

She said "From now on, i'll never be angry with you again."

I kinda wished we were able to stay like that forever, and the feeling of it too. But the romantic part of it ended when i think a friend of hers came, and we immediately separated from each other and i sat back at my bed while she talks to her friend.

 Afterwards i was awaken by my alarm, wanted to dream about it again, but sadly, my dreams don't work that way.

Well, to be honest, i don't understand one bit about the story of the dream, but the feeling of it was quite real. Readers if you can, enlighten me please? If you can, i'll give you a hint who it is hahahah.

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