waiting

[Written on 8th August 2010]

Or in other words procrastinating, i still have a lot of work to do but i’m too caught with myself, what am i saying? i’m just getting lonelier by second. Right now, it feels like i have little to no friends at all to talk to, things you can’t normally talk about with your family.
Sucks to be me in terms of friends and love right now, i need someone, not you, just someone different. i can’t really separate from what is real and what is just my dreams. My dreams felt so real and cheery, reality feels so empty and easily forgotten.
Don’t worry, i know what’s wrong with me, time will eventually ease the pain and then i’ll forget about it.
Change.