Thankful.

Thanks to Kean Hoe,

for the drama you continue to provide in college and let us enjoy the teasing, especially myself, hahah. Just kidding, bro, you're great guy, and i mean it, as far as i can see, your somebody which anyone wants in their time of need. For certain your really tolerant and kind to all your friends, kinda makes me feel guilty in a way for having done those things to you, hahah. But no offence intended, you're sort of an easy-going person, i feel at ease and relax when i talk to you, not much tension which is nice. I've also learnt alot from you.

Thanks to Lee Tat,

i can probably say that i'm thankful for meeting someone like you, although your maybe arrogant sometimes, but that's what i look up too, that personality of yours is something i want to have too, sometimes, standing on your ground no matter what people throws at you, well not literally per se. That's why you give an image of arrogance but strong willed. You're probably one of the people that will stand up for others when they are in trouble too, something we all really should admire about you. Stay strong, brother.

The things i said for each person, it's the same for everyone, you all similarly helped me in life, i just emphasize each of your uniqueness, all of you are loving people, nobody would not want to be your friend.

But i don't know how to thank the others, not that i'm not thankful to you all,

Stan, Ah B, Michele, Andrew, Thomas, May Jean, Yik Yee, Winnie, Nicole, Geraldine, Debra, Mei Quin, Jo Ann, See Wei, Elaine, Chew Teng, Su Ning, Jessica, Rainbow, Chester, Kin Sin, Kanimoli, Jeremy, Nick, Ernest, Aaron. I hope that's everyone i know truly as friends, anyways, i can't give you all a special thank you because all of you have that quality and material of making a good friend, i'd be repeating whatever there is to say good about you all, but you all have also contributed something in my life, sure, maybe some of you might think i'm just exaggerating, well i'm not, if i'm lying than why would i even bother to write your name and spend an amount of time carefully writing this up to be thankful?

THAT's, why, i don't think it's worth to abandon all that just because of now, because i have too many things precious to me. I owe you all too much for just love, i want to contribute something in your life too, you've acknowledge me as your friend, it's not the time to say "i don't have time for you, sorry.", it's the time to say "Hey, what can i do for you?"

That's why i will never benefit for wanting something for myself, that's why no matter what, i will never release my restraints of falling for you completely, no matter how strong my feelings are for you.

But i would still be thankful to you too,

"if there's no shadows lingering in my heart, there would not be light shining upon to guide it to realization."