This can of beer, it shall be a symbol of departure from A-Levels, it shall be my farewell to the past. I welcome the new me, the coming days, the LLB period. For when i pour this alcohol down into my throat, i shall be free from lies, bury the despair, sorrow and anguish.
I give a toast to anyone who sees this, for the people you will miss, you'll never meet again, you've hated and loved.
KANPAI~~~!
Is what i wrote on facebook. No, don't worry, i can't get drunk by just drinking a can, the bloods only pumping a bit faster that's all. Anyways, hahah, what am i suppose to write again? Oh yeah, about the Friday BBQ.
Remembered when Junior gathered Jan & March group together and talked how he felt about each one of them briefly? Since he won't be meeting them for a long time, or maybe never.
Yeah, lets just say it wasn't what has expected, but what he did, no one could've have the balls to do, the truth.
Much respect to him. Anyhow, which comes to my point, when the hell are we going to say to that person, that you either hate that guy, or love and respect him with from the bottom of his heart? Not a chance, right?
Well, i'm one of those person. So how?
Since i'm semi hazed from this beer, why not? Heheh.
I'll just make it so simple that either the average guy will know what i'm talking about or so simple, only you'd understand.
Things i've always wanted to say.
For privacy reasons, i will not give out the names, just use your imagination if you wanna guess who i'm talking about, i won't be bothered if you assume it's you, even if it's really you.
Male
Whatever you did, you did it too directly, but straight to the point, i like it. You're one of a kind, i'll be looking forward in meeting you again in the near future. Just don't stray too far from what's important, k? Frustrate less, just f*ck it and forget it.
Male
I owe you everything, want a leg? i probably throw in others too, but seriously, one day i'll payback 10 times to whatever you've done for me, you'll always have someone to lend a hand or an ear. Stay healthy, stay happy, stay high, as always.
Female
I've always complained about your extreme narcissism, not that i'm gonna say i'm wrong but, that's who you are, no one will be able to change that and i don't that part of you to change. Keep taking pictures of yourself, i want updates on how weird you look during this holidays, hahah.
Male
You're a good friend, bro, i just want to see the future you're seeing right now but it's hard, i hope you're prepared for anything. Worse comes to worse, we'll be always there when you need us, supporting you all the way. Stay safe and and always be yourself, ok?
Female
I would tell him to take care of you but i don't think that's case now, huh? I hope you understand how much he's sacrificing for you, i won't be able to forgive you if anything happens to him which is due to you, got that? I see you have the power, use it wisely, and a word of advice, don't get carried away.
Male
It's obvious you're slowly avoiding us, i don't disagree with what you're doing, you have you're reasons, but no matter what, we're still you're friends, just don't rub too much of it in our faces, or you'll be the one going to be that's hurt by the most.
Female
Sometimes i just don't understand you, but i can never help you if you don't let me, or anyone else. You'll stay the same, not because of what you are but what you are thinking and the decisions you make. There's much i don't know about you and because of that, i can't help or understand about something i don't know.
Female
Well if i want to say it now, i would say i liked you, i guess at first, the lesser the time i see you, the more i miss you, but i guess in the long run, you're nothing but another crush that i hate having. You'll still be someone i'll forever remember though. More or less i won't be able face you in the eye anymore if i ever see you again, but i hope you can at least spend some more time hanging out with the others, you're neglecting them, and i don't really like that.
Female
All i can say is, you're really better off being just "surfaced" friends with guys. I can understand the reasons, you're background, you're past, which f*cked you up real bad. So i wouldn't say you're a bad person, neither i would say you're clueless of the things you do. Like whatever he said, better improve yourself, but highly unlikely as you, "wouldn't" realize that now, would you?
Male
You're pretty much a pussy to me, not much to say, you get what you wanted in that moment of time, now you'll go through it, hopefully like a man but i don't think that's the case now, huh?
Female
God, the only thing i want to say is, whatever you do or say, doesn't really show any consideration for either other people's situations or feelings, i know you don't know how heartless sometimes you sound, whenever i make sarcasm about it, you practically think i really was just being sarcastic. But, anyhow, i can't do anything about it unless i risk our friendship by saying this in a way that i maybe misrepresenting myself, you're still a good friend nevertheless, albeit selfish though.
Others
Can't really say much about others, since i don't really have anything particularly hateful or loving about them but, just to say out a few things who these "others" might wanna hear.
1. I just don't like to get to know you, because i know enough not to.
2. I just don't like you're face.
3. I maybe just interested about you, if you know what i mean, but don't really think it's worth saying.
4. You're a friend, that's all we had been for so long, i want to know you better that's all.
5. You rarely talk to me, i don't think i have much to say about you.
I don't know how to end this, hmmm, maybe end this with a last gulp from this can?
Anyone who reads till here, grab a beer and drink it with me now.
Cheers to A-Level, to us, to LLB.
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