Day 47 - 27th April 2009
I haven't say this before but i've have been anxious of waiting for the HP Mini which Max ordered from his boss for me last month. I was thinking of using it for college assignments, online chatting and writing 'Travelling Light' as it would be more convenient doing it anytime the chance is given to me.
Today, i thought it was the day i get it so i was really excited at the beginning of the day, i went to college, listened to some lectures and i rushed back home since all my college mates didn't want to get some lunch so i took the opportunity.However, as i would not have expected, Max told me it would arrive tomorrow but on that day he had to worked at night so i would only truly get it by Wednesday.
The rest of the day i spent it on studying and playing, that's my life.
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Day 48 - 28th April 2009
I slept for 9 hours today, didn't notice i was that exhausted from yesterday, i even thought i could do some reading of english legal system in the morning since today i had an afternoon class, what a waste of time.Anyways still waiting for it, have you ever heard of the saying that a second feels like a minute, a minute feels like an hour and an hour feels like forever? Yeah I'm feeling much of it with these passing days.
Almost half of the time when I'm not studying my mind is always on two things, my study plans for the next few days and my current level of frienship and social skills between any college mates. Yes I am a bit.. no.. scratch that I am really concerned about my social life with people in the college, lately i have been tremendously secluded myself from other people since having the only aim in college which was concentrating on my studie; almost all the time, i focused on the lecturer and nothing else seemed important, including chatting with other people. Yeah, i'm sort of becoming a little bit nerdy i guess, thus i had been thinking a lot about it and decided to try and balance between education and making friends after the next few weeks.
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Day 49 - 29th April 2009
Well i can say today could be my unlucky day, my phone busted when i was trying upgrade it before i went to school so i had to use another phone, it made me quite frustated but i calmed myself down once i was riding the train to school, started thinking positively and yes about getting my new laptop today worked pretty well.
I did make some progress on making some friends with some good news and some bad news. Which one do you want to hear first? The bad or the good? Yeah, the bad is probably more interesting.
So i have been friends with this one guy called Ramon(pronounce as Raymon) for some time now, we had a chat and went for lunch together. From what he told me, he's half chinese and half phillipino so we talked in English, good for me since I'm not good at casual talking, yes what i meant was that i have zero social skills when it comes to conversations which are normal.
Ahem, anyways he's an ok guy, very open hearted but has weird interests but I'm ok with that. However, as he is too open hearted, he'd talk to anyone capable of verbal conversations. Which leads to the bad news i mentioned, when we having lunch, there was this one guy who i have been talking about on Day 34 and Day 28, sigh, for the third i finally this is the scary part of it as Ramon invited him to sit with us when we were having lunch, damn this doesn't look good. As i would have expected he is very rude,bad attitude, stinks of tabacco and looks terrible. Nope I'm not making this up, you know if saying the truth when you see him. To further tell how bad this guy is, he starts to talk about himself and his high school and god was he one badass. Anything you can think up of anything that students in high school do are really bad, this dude had done it all; through failing in education, skipping classes, offense towards teachers and students, gang wars which uses parangs or long knives ..etc HE DID IT ALL. Well the dude thought we didn't believe him(we were scared shitless FYI) so he showed us something in his bag, a damn kitchen knife, didn't expect that, did you? So the whole time i was thinking of staying as possibly only strangers between him and me to any possible ways to avoid contact with him.
The good news is? It is also related to the open hearted guy, Ramon as he made friends with other people i can make friends without uncertainty and suspicious about them, in fact they were all right, far better than that guy. Another more amazing news is that ...I FINALLY GET THE LAPTOP, yay. So this post is the very first post I'm making from my personal laptop, hurray.
29 April 2009
28 April 2009
Day 44 to 46 - Everyday is an adventure
Day 44 - 24th April 2009
Friday, this afternoon i went to my family apartment again with me driving. Sometimes i feel as if driving a car was naturally obtained by myself, i feel like i have been driving for a long time; just by holding on to the steering, i felt i've been turning it for countless of times. To think i just got my license a few months ago and i still can't even park properly, this feeling was already present to myself. Don't worry, i didn't went into an accident or anything that day.
Stayed at the apartment for the night, watched some movies with Max and slept early for tomorrow i have more adventuring to do.
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Day 45 - 25th April 2009
My parents, Terb and myself were going to visit Uncle & Aunt Tee at Seremban but first we went to fetch Terb from his apartment. After that we begin our journey to Seremban, first, we went to Nilai as my father has some work to done over there. After a brief time, we arrived at our main location but Uncle and Aunt Tee were still working so went to an Amway shop and a shopping center nearby. Yes, as i have mentioned before which was a month ago that my brother, Terb was an Amway member so we were able to buy at that shop(only members can buy Amway products). My family have been using them for quite some time now as we were concerned to maintain good health in our family.
Anyways, boring health products aside, the people that we were waiting for have arrived and we chatted, ate some lunch together, sat at their home before leaving for home. They are a bunch nice people, most of the time the things my mom talks with Aunt Tee were about crystals since both of them have strong beliefs on the powers of the crystals. Terb and I don't have a strong bond with our cousins because of family problems long time ago, so nothing much happening there.
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Day 46th - 26th April 2009
Sunday, got up, ate breakfast, surfed some web and played some games on the computer. Afterwards practiced dancing for an hour and again probably did the same old routines as any other Sundays i would have which is, preparation for monday class.
Before i slept, of course i pulled the Economy textbook to study until my eyes gotten heavy, yeah nice habit since studying before sleeping leaves tired without letting myself filling my mind with useless concerns for the next day.
My life is pretty solitude i guess, no outside contacts except with my family. Friends can be out of the question when you want to have a talk with them since i can't get a reasonable number of friends to go hang out and have a real conversations. Don't ask me out if your about to talk about jokes all the time, it hurts my brain to listen repeating senseless laughter and in the end i lose interest. Well i can't say for certain about 'hang outs' since i can't really joke much and i am much more of a serious person but i actually tried to make some sense and interests into conversations, well i failed repeatedly.
Friday, this afternoon i went to my family apartment again with me driving. Sometimes i feel as if driving a car was naturally obtained by myself, i feel like i have been driving for a long time; just by holding on to the steering, i felt i've been turning it for countless of times. To think i just got my license a few months ago and i still can't even park properly, this feeling was already present to myself. Don't worry, i didn't went into an accident or anything that day.
Stayed at the apartment for the night, watched some movies with Max and slept early for tomorrow i have more adventuring to do.
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Day 45 - 25th April 2009
My parents, Terb and myself were going to visit Uncle & Aunt Tee at Seremban but first we went to fetch Terb from his apartment. After that we begin our journey to Seremban, first, we went to Nilai as my father has some work to done over there. After a brief time, we arrived at our main location but Uncle and Aunt Tee were still working so went to an Amway shop and a shopping center nearby. Yes, as i have mentioned before which was a month ago that my brother, Terb was an Amway member so we were able to buy at that shop(only members can buy Amway products). My family have been using them for quite some time now as we were concerned to maintain good health in our family.
Anyways, boring health products aside, the people that we were waiting for have arrived and we chatted, ate some lunch together, sat at their home before leaving for home. They are a bunch nice people, most of the time the things my mom talks with Aunt Tee were about crystals since both of them have strong beliefs on the powers of the crystals. Terb and I don't have a strong bond with our cousins because of family problems long time ago, so nothing much happening there.
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Day 46th - 26th April 2009
Sunday, got up, ate breakfast, surfed some web and played some games on the computer. Afterwards practiced dancing for an hour and again probably did the same old routines as any other Sundays i would have which is, preparation for monday class.
Before i slept, of course i pulled the Economy textbook to study until my eyes gotten heavy, yeah nice habit since studying before sleeping leaves tired without letting myself filling my mind with useless concerns for the next day.
My life is pretty solitude i guess, no outside contacts except with my family. Friends can be out of the question when you want to have a talk with them since i can't get a reasonable number of friends to go hang out and have a real conversations. Don't ask me out if your about to talk about jokes all the time, it hurts my brain to listen repeating senseless laughter and in the end i lose interest. Well i can't say for certain about 'hang outs' since i can't really joke much and i am much more of a serious person but i actually tried to make some sense and interests into conversations, well i failed repeatedly.
24 April 2009
Day 43 - Come Up To The Stage
Day 43 - April 23rd 2009
This day had finally came, as excited as i am myself, i would expect pretty much less from my high school as they are dirt cheap when giving out awards. I bathed, dressed, tidied and shaved for today(well, that's what i normally do anyways) and so me and parents went there before the ceremony started(bad idea).
Upon reaching the high school, i greeted some teachers and friends and finally entered the school's hall. I got to admit, There was a feeling of nostalgia when i was visiting my old school at that time, precious memories of events happened at the place were zooming by my mind. I wanted to go look around the place but the day was hot as if I was staying in a cooking stove so i sat in the hall. Friends were coming one by one, chatted with them using a few sentences(yeah).
I was hoping i get the chance to ask them if they wanted to hang out some other times but you know, stupid personality of mine. Anyhow, I didn't notice who was giving a speech at the stage until someone pointed me out she was the headmistress as i have never seen her since i left high school and i heard the old one had retired a few months ago. After some speech from another random guy, there was this funny play from the students in the high school began. Of course they still haven't use mics for their acts so i have no idea what they were saying even though they were yelling but their acting gave me some guesses about the story that they were telling and some stupid and funny moments got my attention *breaths in deeply* oh i didn't put any commas or fullstops, silly me.
Yeah just a book, great, now what do i do with it.
After the musical play from the school's band(it was awesome), it was finally time for the awards ceremony, one by one we lined up to get our awards by sorting us from our SPM results, i was placed on the 33rd place along with my other friends. Although I was excited, it was already over before i knew it, well that was quick. Afterwards I went down to take some pictures for my friends when they were getting the books(any pics that i have taken for you, please ask me if you want your's but i warn you some of them are blurred out.), oh yeah i have forgotten to say that the rewards were books containing a certificate for excellency, yay.
Well we were scattering away and getting back home after getting some cash for our results. Not even a single goodbye from me or anyone else and we all just went back.
This day had finally came, as excited as i am myself, i would expect pretty much less from my high school as they are dirt cheap when giving out awards. I bathed, dressed, tidied and shaved for today(well, that's what i normally do anyways) and so me and parents went there before the ceremony started(bad idea).
Upon reaching the high school, i greeted some teachers and friends and finally entered the school's hall. I got to admit, There was a feeling of nostalgia when i was visiting my old school at that time, precious memories of events happened at the place were zooming by my mind. I wanted to go look around the place but the day was hot as if I was staying in a cooking stove so i sat in the hall. Friends were coming one by one, chatted with them using a few sentences(yeah).
I was hoping i get the chance to ask them if they wanted to hang out some other times but you know, stupid personality of mine. Anyhow, I didn't notice who was giving a speech at the stage until someone pointed me out she was the headmistress as i have never seen her since i left high school and i heard the old one had retired a few months ago. After some speech from another random guy, there was this funny play from the students in the high school began. Of course they still haven't use mics for their acts so i have no idea what they were saying even though they were yelling but their acting gave me some guesses about the story that they were telling and some stupid and funny moments got my attention *breaths in deeply* oh i didn't put any commas or fullstops, silly me.
Yeah just a book, great, now what do i do with it.Well we were scattering away and getting back home after getting some cash for our results. Not even a single goodbye from me or anyone else and we all just went back.
23 April 2009
Day 40 to 42 - Work Harder, Live Better
Day 40 - 20th April 2009
Waking up tiredly for class, last night I had to finished up my assignment on the computer. The work was easy but the problem was trying to get the printer to work, damn should have use it more often. Anyways, went to the college, listened to the lecturer teaching history; I repeatedly yawn, my nose was getting red and tears kept coming out from my eye, yeah, when i am being bored i automatically cry for no reason, no big deal.
Something out of the ordinary happened? Nope, nothing much except i hung out with my friends in a restaurant for several hours and waiting for them to stop flapping their mouths so i could go home and study for tomorrows class, yes i don't like people talking useless crap for several hours and yes, I'm not talkative and shy. Other than that i was totally exhausted from that and could not do anything, what a bummer. Good news is that tomorrow was an afternoon class so can begin studying later.
Day 41 - 21st April 2009
I ate some breakfast and began studying for Aria's class until it was time to go. Aria was again, 15 minutes late and thus, the class finished later. At that time, the train station was already fully packed with people. Luckily, my dad called and i get to drive back home, yay except for being dead tired at that time. I was so tired i my eyes were irritated, i had to take a nap but there was this assignment i haven't even started yet so again i worked on it until it was late at night.
Day 42 - 22nd April 2009
Finally the last day of college for this week, surprisingly today wasn't as tiring as i would have expected. Getting by Kevin's class isn't as exciting as Aria's but it's still interesting since i could have some laugh about the person who has a funny and/or bad english language skills asking questions to Kevin like 'Can you use Malaysian English to explain this a not?'.
Went to eat some Chinese cuisine after the class, i was going some new friends there but a confusing situation took and i ate alone not knowing they were at the same place. Anyways because of that i went back to the college for the Ms. Sunbeam's class, I was there one hour early so i started to sketch some stuffs(be wary of new stuffs for Light Production in the near future!). Being unaware of my surroundings and time when i was sketching, the class was already about to start. Seems like today, less people were coming since some thought this class was useless for their studies, yeah, their losses.
And so today i can really relax for a bit but i was still excited for tomorrow was Award for Excellency Day which i was invited to get an award for my SPM results for last year.
Waking up tiredly for class, last night I had to finished up my assignment on the computer. The work was easy but the problem was trying to get the printer to work, damn should have use it more often. Anyways, went to the college, listened to the lecturer teaching history; I repeatedly yawn, my nose was getting red and tears kept coming out from my eye, yeah, when i am being bored i automatically cry for no reason, no big deal.
Something out of the ordinary happened? Nope, nothing much except i hung out with my friends in a restaurant for several hours and waiting for them to stop flapping their mouths so i could go home and study for tomorrows class, yes i don't like people talking useless crap for several hours and yes, I'm not talkative and shy. Other than that i was totally exhausted from that and could not do anything, what a bummer. Good news is that tomorrow was an afternoon class so can begin studying later.
Day 41 - 21st April 2009
I ate some breakfast and began studying for Aria's class until it was time to go. Aria was again, 15 minutes late and thus, the class finished later. At that time, the train station was already fully packed with people. Luckily, my dad called and i get to drive back home, yay except for being dead tired at that time. I was so tired i my eyes were irritated, i had to take a nap but there was this assignment i haven't even started yet so again i worked on it until it was late at night.
Day 42 - 22nd April 2009
Finally the last day of college for this week, surprisingly today wasn't as tiring as i would have expected. Getting by Kevin's class isn't as exciting as Aria's but it's still interesting since i could have some laugh about the person who has a funny and/or bad english language skills asking questions to Kevin like 'Can you use Malaysian English to explain this a not?'.
Went to eat some Chinese cuisine after the class, i was going some new friends there but a confusing situation took and i ate alone not knowing they were at the same place. Anyways because of that i went back to the college for the Ms. Sunbeam's class, I was there one hour early so i started to sketch some stuffs(be wary of new stuffs for Light Production in the near future!). Being unaware of my surroundings and time when i was sketching, the class was already about to start. Seems like today, less people were coming since some thought this class was useless for their studies, yeah, their losses.
And so today i can really relax for a bit but i was still excited for tomorrow was Award for Excellency Day which i was invited to get an award for my SPM results for last year.
22 April 2009
Day 38 & 39 - Lost Day 38's Memory
As you can see from the above title, i can't really remember much about Day 38, sorry. All i can say for sure is that most of the time i can't recall them is because there were nothing of interest except for a few things i can remember.
Day 38 - 3 Hours Of Pop - 18th April 2009
Haven't been practising much lately, i had 3 hours to practice though for this Saturday, of course i have breaks between them. While having breaks i look for new musics to practice to, i get frustrated popping to the same songs so it's a must. No, i haven't got the chance to perform in the college I'm going to, yet, it's possible but unlikely for now since i need to focus on studying first. Though i have posted a video of me popping in Youtube which was more than a month ago but it's nothing special in my opinion, not my true potential i guess.
You want the link to the video? Sure, be my GUEST.
Day 39 - Timbeee~~~rrr - 19th April 2009
Yup today i was cutting the mango tree at our backyard as it was getting too tall, man... was it epic and of course, dangerous at some times. First we cut of the tree's branch for easier disposing of the trees to avoid making too much of a mess. After that, the most dangerous thing i saw my father did was climbing the up the tree with just the supports of the chopped down tree branches, looking at him climbing up that high gaveme high blood pressure and my heart was pumping. Luckily and fortunately, nothing bad happened and he came back down to the solid ground, hey, that rhymed... anyways at the end, it was all about the final cuts to the main tree trunk, it took Terb, Ulti, my dad and me to share the job and finally cut down the tree. However when the tree was almost cut down, we used a busted and long telephone cable to pull down the tree, and what happened after that? the tree fell to the side fences of our home, not expected by us. Luckily, nobody was hurt except for the poor fences, meh.
Well the hard part was just getting started, we need to carry the trunk outside and infront of our home but the trunk was too big so again we need to cut it into half before being able to carry those large and heavy pieces of wood. All i could say about this is, EXHAUSTION. Doing all that was amazingly tiring so i spend the later times doing some assignments, write the blog and played some PC games.
Day 38 - 3 Hours Of Pop - 18th April 2009
Haven't been practising much lately, i had 3 hours to practice though for this Saturday, of course i have breaks between them. While having breaks i look for new musics to practice to, i get frustrated popping to the same songs so it's a must. No, i haven't got the chance to perform in the college I'm going to, yet, it's possible but unlikely for now since i need to focus on studying first. Though i have posted a video of me popping in Youtube which was more than a month ago but it's nothing special in my opinion, not my true potential i guess.
You want the link to the video? Sure, be my GUEST.
Day 39 - Timbeee~~~rrr - 19th April 2009
Yup today i was cutting the mango tree at our backyard as it was getting too tall, man... was it epic and of course, dangerous at some times. First we cut of the tree's branch for easier disposing of the trees to avoid making too much of a mess. After that, the most dangerous thing i saw my father did was climbing the up the tree with just the supports of the chopped down tree branches, looking at him climbing up that high gaveme high blood pressure and my heart was pumping. Luckily and fortunately, nothing bad happened and he came back down to the solid ground, hey, that rhymed... anyways at the end, it was all about the final cuts to the main tree trunk, it took Terb, Ulti, my dad and me to share the job and finally cut down the tree. However when the tree was almost cut down, we used a busted and long telephone cable to pull down the tree, and what happened after that? the tree fell to the side fences of our home, not expected by us. Luckily, nobody was hurt except for the poor fences, meh.
Well the hard part was just getting started, we need to carry the trunk outside and infront of our home but the trunk was too big so again we need to cut it into half before being able to carry those large and heavy pieces of wood. All i could say about this is, EXHAUSTION. Doing all that was amazingly tiring so i spend the later times doing some assignments, write the blog and played some PC games.
20 April 2009
Day 36-37 - Gloomy Two Days
Day 36-37 - 16th-17th April 2009
I got to say that whenever i stay at my family apartment, the atmosphere over there always seems to get dull, it makes me all tired and weakens my will to do anything except dropping down to the bed. So anyways, i went there for the night as my father wanted to go to his workplace quicker since the apartment was much closer than back home. Oh, I told you i don't have classes for the next four days, haven't i? Well either way, this is the last time I'm repeating myself to avoid repetition of things like this, so don't go asking me about that later on.
Moving on, that night me and Max was watching movies in the laptop while my parents went and visit Uncle and Aunt Tan. Things were cool until my parents came back and together we went outside for dinner, while we were eating, Max had a phone call from one of his old pals back home telling him to come back for an another old friend that was really recently, passed away. Of course he wanted to go back but the problem is that it was already late at night and my parents are concern of things that may happen at such time while hurrying back home. So in the end my parents forbid him to go and he was pretty pissed about it. Me? i didn't side with anyone as I don't want to further stress the matter since it might turn out bad for everyone; i was just being safe thats all, not heartless if that's you are thinking.
Ok writing about Day 37 now.
So he was still buzzed about himself being unable to go to his friend's funeral on the next day but he had eased up a bit compared to yesterday. I'll just summarize this day since i don't remember much, maybe because that day was boring, that's usually the reason.
THE END
I got to say that whenever i stay at my family apartment, the atmosphere over there always seems to get dull, it makes me all tired and weakens my will to do anything except dropping down to the bed. So anyways, i went there for the night as my father wanted to go to his workplace quicker since the apartment was much closer than back home. Oh, I told you i don't have classes for the next four days, haven't i? Well either way, this is the last time I'm repeating myself to avoid repetition of things like this, so don't go asking me about that later on.
Moving on, that night me and Max was watching movies in the laptop while my parents went and visit Uncle and Aunt Tan. Things were cool until my parents came back and together we went outside for dinner, while we were eating, Max had a phone call from one of his old pals back home telling him to come back for an another old friend that was really recently, passed away. Of course he wanted to go back but the problem is that it was already late at night and my parents are concern of things that may happen at such time while hurrying back home. So in the end my parents forbid him to go and he was pretty pissed about it. Me? i didn't side with anyone as I don't want to further stress the matter since it might turn out bad for everyone; i was just being safe thats all, not heartless if that's you are thinking.
Ok writing about Day 37 now.
So he was still buzzed about himself being unable to go to his friend's funeral on the next day but he had eased up a bit compared to yesterday. I'll just summarize this day since i don't remember much, maybe because that day was boring, that's usually the reason.
- Max went to fetch Connie(his gf) from finishing work
- Went back home in the afternoon
- Played PC games
- Played PC games
- Played PC games
- Slept like a pig
THE END
18 April 2009
Day 35 - Things are changing ( Part 2 )
Continuing from Day 35 of part one as there might be still loads of thing i haven't been saying much and probably I'm gonna dive deep into more personal things about my life, hold your horses though, not as deep as you think, heh.
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Part 2 of Things are changing
After filling up the empty tummy i had in the morning, some of my friends weren't coming for the English language class as they have their 'reasons' but it matters not, most of them went for the class though. Truthfully, i can easily sweat even though sometimes were not as hot as usual like today just going back to the college, i sweat moderately the whole time, one more thing that I'm embarrass to say is that some of the time(well, i'm probably lying) i get nervous around girls and 'waters' kept dropping from my head.
Yup i do have a problem when I'm around with girls because since high school, my contact with girls can be close to zero for quite sometime until high school ended, i started to hang out more with female friends but still.. like today's afternoon class, one of my friend, Michelle was sitting beside me; even though i kept cool, i have a problem of opening conversations with her. The most i could get from myself to say is 'Oh, Really?', 'I'm not sure..' or i just laugh for a bit every now and then. What's even more embarrassing is that she was the one trying to talk to me, I get frustrated whenever i think about all the times.
It's not like i have 'a thing' for a girl whenever i talked to one(...well maybe most of the time) it's probably my personality because I have trouble conversing with guys too. Sigh, sometimes i wish i can be different socially, it hurts every time i think about it. Well, things are different when I'm chatting in the internet, almost like i was another person. After getting back home, one girl from my high school started chatting with me. It was just a normal everyday conversation, and to think i can't even do that in real life *covers face with hand*.
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Part 2 of Things are changing
After filling up the empty tummy i had in the morning, some of my friends weren't coming for the English language class as they have their 'reasons' but it matters not, most of them went for the class though. Truthfully, i can easily sweat even though sometimes were not as hot as usual like today just going back to the college, i sweat moderately the whole time, one more thing that I'm embarrass to say is that some of the time(well, i'm probably lying) i get nervous around girls and 'waters' kept dropping from my head.
Yup i do have a problem when I'm around with girls because since high school, my contact with girls can be close to zero for quite sometime until high school ended, i started to hang out more with female friends but still.. like today's afternoon class, one of my friend, Michelle was sitting beside me; even though i kept cool, i have a problem of opening conversations with her. The most i could get from myself to say is 'Oh, Really?', 'I'm not sure..' or i just laugh for a bit every now and then. What's even more embarrassing is that she was the one trying to talk to me, I get frustrated whenever i think about all the times.
It's not like i have 'a thing' for a girl whenever i talked to one(...well maybe most of the time) it's probably my personality because I have trouble conversing with guys too. Sigh, sometimes i wish i can be different socially, it hurts every time i think about it. Well, things are different when I'm chatting in the internet, almost like i was another person. After getting back home, one girl from my high school started chatting with me. It was just a normal everyday conversation, and to think i can't even do that in real life *covers face with hand*.
Day 35 - Things are changing ( Part 1 )
(This day will have loads of things to write, so, you are warned, readers.)
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Day 35 - 15th April 2009
Loads of stuff keeping myself busy most of time, Law and English language classes today. After college started, I've noticed that i have been really kin into studying, though i have friends in college, i always put my education first in the list of my important things in my life. Before any class started, i always try to get seats in front of the classroom regardless if my friends were there and not in front; i always think if my friends truly wish for their education, they will sit with me in front and concentrate on what the lecturers are teaching rather than having only the purpose of increasing friendship among each other when you can do that at another time and another place.
Not saying that they have to, an example from today's Law class , i can consider that i came early and chose to sit in the front, most people won't really want to sit in the front (so most of the other classes i attended, i sat alone, this may have it's ups and downs but i don't mind it at all), however, i wish most of the time, people that do sit in front are people that are as kin as i am to learn, well it can't be helped since most of the time(again) back seats are taken by people with characteristics that you can guess right on your first try if you know what i mean. Anyways I'm not here to point any fingers but my true point from this is that the me in high school was not anything like that though, I'd always chat with my friends, be together with them anytime, anywhere.
I'm not saying i don't do those things anymore but i certainly have changed in some of my life even though i still live at the same place. I never went out for quite some now, not sure when will that time will ever come but it will come again; I spent more time thinking learning all sorts of things including cooking meals from my mom and drawing sketches; I'd practice dancing or write my blog rather than playing computer games like i used to have. Things are starting to move on for me, i get the feeling that I'm just coming to realize my purpose in life like the frog finally climbing out of the well that it had been living in and saw the world for the first time.
I'm going to leave some of my thoughts in mind before i blow everything out in this one. OK, continuing from where i stopped.. ahh.. after law class i went out with the usual friends i'm with while having some news coming. I got to say, chatting can be a problem when you're eating; when food was stuffed inside your mouth and some one wants to talk to you, theres usually more than just words your friends are receiving. The real problem though, is that not every time a person speaks, everyone can clearly hear what they are saying. Thus, a stable friendship amongst each other can be hard to maintain even though we are so close to each other, it feels as if we are in different continents.
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Day 35 - 15th April 2009
Loads of stuff keeping myself busy most of time, Law and English language classes today. After college started, I've noticed that i have been really kin into studying, though i have friends in college, i always put my education first in the list of my important things in my life. Before any class started, i always try to get seats in front of the classroom regardless if my friends were there and not in front; i always think if my friends truly wish for their education, they will sit with me in front and concentrate on what the lecturers are teaching rather than having only the purpose of increasing friendship among each other when you can do that at another time and another place.
Not saying that they have to, an example from today's Law class , i can consider that i came early and chose to sit in the front, most people won't really want to sit in the front (so most of the other classes i attended, i sat alone, this may have it's ups and downs but i don't mind it at all), however, i wish most of the time, people that do sit in front are people that are as kin as i am to learn, well it can't be helped since most of the time(again) back seats are taken by people with characteristics that you can guess right on your first try if you know what i mean. Anyways I'm not here to point any fingers but my true point from this is that the me in high school was not anything like that though, I'd always chat with my friends, be together with them anytime, anywhere.
I'm not saying i don't do those things anymore but i certainly have changed in some of my life even though i still live at the same place. I never went out for quite some now, not sure when will that time will ever come but it will come again; I spent more time thinking learning all sorts of things including cooking meals from my mom and drawing sketches; I'd practice dancing or write my blog rather than playing computer games like i used to have. Things are starting to move on for me, i get the feeling that I'm just coming to realize my purpose in life like the frog finally climbing out of the well that it had been living in and saw the world for the first time.
I'm going to leave some of my thoughts in mind before i blow everything out in this one. OK, continuing from where i stopped.. ahh.. after law class i went out with the usual friends i'm with while having some news coming. I got to say, chatting can be a problem when you're eating; when food was stuffed inside your mouth and some one wants to talk to you, theres usually more than just words your friends are receiving. The real problem though, is that not every time a person speaks, everyone can clearly hear what they are saying. Thus, a stable friendship amongst each other can be hard to maintain even though we are so close to each other, it feels as if we are in different continents.
17 April 2009
Day 34 - Return of Aria (15 Minutes Late Again)
Day 34 - 14th April 2009
Another Tuesday, Another Economy class and that means another humorous day with the sarcastic Aria. As excited as I am about it but waiting for him was still a hassle, there was this classroom where we were suppose to be using for today was so small i think the normal public toilets are bigger than it. When it was almost time for the class to start, the classroom was as cramp as stuffing tuna in a tin can. There was this person who sat beside me and damn was he stink of tobacco smell, god i was suffocating badly. Yeah, this was the same student i talked about in Day 28 but one thing i haven't is that he was friends with two prostit.. umm.. i mean two girls who dressed skimpy and where loads of makes up. Yup, they were nothing good too, i saw them burrowing cigarettes from him to smoke outside, man.. just one word, despicable. Plus, one of the girl was totally friggin short, to tell you the truth, she was only slightly taller than a dwarf and again, both of them worn loads of make up, imagine how they look if there none.. ughh..
Anyways, Aria finally came sweating and told us to go up one floor to another classroom which was bigger, thank goodness. Immediately, i sat in the first row in the class to avoid any distraction from 'certain' people if you know what i mean. And one thing is for sure is when that Aria starts teaching, there will be the occasional sarcasms to the people who were making a nuisances, overall is was awesome and funny at the same time. The smoking student and the two slutty girls? Almost never came back from the 15 minutes break that Aria had given. Only about 45 later they came back saying 'Oooh~~ it was raining heavily and i don't want to lose my make up or else I'll look really horrible and disgusting.' or 'Hey, i just dyed my hair with loads of dyes and i mess it up or else i won't get bald at the centre of my head in my later years.' ..something like that. Although Aria looked as if didn't care much but i see that he was angry, yup i think he might do something about it in later times.
Ok, nothing much happened that afternoon except my father came to fetch out of the blue but later i was the one driving back home at some point. When i think about it, after college started, i haven't been driving much lately, still good at it though.
Another Tuesday, Another Economy class and that means another humorous day with the sarcastic Aria. As excited as I am about it but waiting for him was still a hassle, there was this classroom where we were suppose to be using for today was so small i think the normal public toilets are bigger than it. When it was almost time for the class to start, the classroom was as cramp as stuffing tuna in a tin can. There was this person who sat beside me and damn was he stink of tobacco smell, god i was suffocating badly. Yeah, this was the same student i talked about in Day 28 but one thing i haven't is that he was friends with two prostit.. umm.. i mean two girls who dressed skimpy and where loads of makes up. Yup, they were nothing good too, i saw them burrowing cigarettes from him to smoke outside, man.. just one word, despicable. Plus, one of the girl was totally friggin short, to tell you the truth, she was only slightly taller than a dwarf and again, both of them worn loads of make up, imagine how they look if there none.. ughh..
Anyways, Aria finally came sweating and told us to go up one floor to another classroom which was bigger, thank goodness. Immediately, i sat in the first row in the class to avoid any distraction from 'certain' people if you know what i mean. And one thing is for sure is when that Aria starts teaching, there will be the occasional sarcasms to the people who were making a nuisances, overall is was awesome and funny at the same time. The smoking student and the two slutty girls? Almost never came back from the 15 minutes break that Aria had given. Only about 45 later they came back saying 'Oooh~~ it was raining heavily and i don't want to lose my make up or else I'll look really horrible and disgusting.' or 'Hey, i just dyed my hair with loads of dyes and i mess it up or else i won't get bald at the centre of my head in my later years.' ..something like that. Although Aria looked as if didn't care much but i see that he was angry, yup i think he might do something about it in later times.
Ok, nothing much happened that afternoon except my father came to fetch out of the blue but later i was the one driving back home at some point. When i think about it, after college started, i haven't been driving much lately, still good at it though.
15 April 2009
Dreamland Episode 1 - Accidently gunned down a friend
OK, seriously I've having been having some weird dreams lately and some i remember clearly, so i have something unique to write about too, heh. However, explaining about my dreams would be blurry as my dreams although clear, they makes no sense at all.
This dream happened in 14th April 2009.
It started in a jungle probably in the morning or in the afternoon, i was sort of participating in a gun training course where i shoot targets(I can't remember what i was shooting so I'll put targets) from one location but the strange thing was there were two places where you can shoot the same targets. One was on plain ground, same level as the targets while there was one place where you can shoot from a small mountain, weird. I'm not sure how high the mountain was but i think it was two times the distance between me and the target( I was on the ground level). One more thing that is even more strange is that i didn't shoot at all. There were several people shooting from the mountain i recognize as friends from high school but there was one i specifically remembered, I'm not gonna say who but you will know why after write this.
So, i was looking at people shoot with their M-16s at the targets, i think the dream took place in one of the national service camps in the real world so the dream had a sort of realism to it. Anyways, after they have stopped practicing, i could see my friends in the mountain packing up to leave the place, at that moment, i remembered i picked up one of the M-16s lying around and glance at the gun for a while and then for no actual reason beside i was bored, i aimed at the friend that i remembered clearly in my dream. I can actually remember the way i hold the gun and aimed the gun using the cross hair on it. I felt my aim on him was dead on and could probably shoot him in one shot so i aimed a bit right and fired a single shot, i can sort of hear that gunshot when i was dreaming, it was loud. To my amaze, my friend walked towards left to where i was shooting at and damn was he in pain. I heard a loud yell and saw him tumbling down from the mountain, i vividly remember seeing him trying to grab onto something and people were desperately trying to save him from falling to certain death. This part of the story had ended like that with me in amazement and concerned about my friend's current situation(when i was dreaming, that is), why i wanted to shoot him? I have absolutely no reason, neither hatred nor anger against him to even do such a thing to him, i guess this is a really weird dream.
OK, this next part of the story is a bit unclear but please bear with me. After the 'incident', time skipped to the part where my friend was hospitalized, the memory of my friend being carried away by nurses passed me by like moving video clips. Afterwards the scenario is kinda hard to imagine but i was walking towards the ward that my friend was in, while walking, it was like there was a lot of people that i think were related to him pass me by but they were blurry as if i am being shown all the people that had visited him in the past, i could sense the sadness in them although at the same time, i felt like they were not really there. When i finally came to his ward, visions of all the people from the past was going out one by one. His ward was not lit with lights as he was sort of in a deep sleep and it was night time i guess, i could remember his left forehead was bandaged, so i guess i did shoot him and it was almost fatal. It's as if i had came here when there was no one around, i remembered i properly tug him in with the blanket on his bed to keep him warm. Even though this was just a dream, the things I'm feeling at that time was really real to me, i felt sorry for him, i felt guilt for injuring him and shame to show my face to him when he is in this condition.
I think i just sat there for sometime, looking at him and left the place normally. Next thing was that i realized it was just a dream and things started to get unexplainable and finally i woke up, having remembered all that has happened.
This dream happened in 14th April 2009.
It started in a jungle probably in the morning or in the afternoon, i was sort of participating in a gun training course where i shoot targets(I can't remember what i was shooting so I'll put targets) from one location but the strange thing was there were two places where you can shoot the same targets. One was on plain ground, same level as the targets while there was one place where you can shoot from a small mountain, weird. I'm not sure how high the mountain was but i think it was two times the distance between me and the target( I was on the ground level). One more thing that is even more strange is that i didn't shoot at all. There were several people shooting from the mountain i recognize as friends from high school but there was one i specifically remembered, I'm not gonna say who but you will know why after write this.
So, i was looking at people shoot with their M-16s at the targets, i think the dream took place in one of the national service camps in the real world so the dream had a sort of realism to it. Anyways, after they have stopped practicing, i could see my friends in the mountain packing up to leave the place, at that moment, i remembered i picked up one of the M-16s lying around and glance at the gun for a while and then for no actual reason beside i was bored, i aimed at the friend that i remembered clearly in my dream. I can actually remember the way i hold the gun and aimed the gun using the cross hair on it. I felt my aim on him was dead on and could probably shoot him in one shot so i aimed a bit right and fired a single shot, i can sort of hear that gunshot when i was dreaming, it was loud. To my amaze, my friend walked towards left to where i was shooting at and damn was he in pain. I heard a loud yell and saw him tumbling down from the mountain, i vividly remember seeing him trying to grab onto something and people were desperately trying to save him from falling to certain death. This part of the story had ended like that with me in amazement and concerned about my friend's current situation(when i was dreaming, that is), why i wanted to shoot him? I have absolutely no reason, neither hatred nor anger against him to even do such a thing to him, i guess this is a really weird dream.
OK, this next part of the story is a bit unclear but please bear with me. After the 'incident', time skipped to the part where my friend was hospitalized, the memory of my friend being carried away by nurses passed me by like moving video clips. Afterwards the scenario is kinda hard to imagine but i was walking towards the ward that my friend was in, while walking, it was like there was a lot of people that i think were related to him pass me by but they were blurry as if i am being shown all the people that had visited him in the past, i could sense the sadness in them although at the same time, i felt like they were not really there. When i finally came to his ward, visions of all the people from the past was going out one by one. His ward was not lit with lights as he was sort of in a deep sleep and it was night time i guess, i could remember his left forehead was bandaged, so i guess i did shoot him and it was almost fatal. It's as if i had came here when there was no one around, i remembered i properly tug him in with the blanket on his bed to keep him warm. Even though this was just a dream, the things I'm feeling at that time was really real to me, i felt sorry for him, i felt guilt for injuring him and shame to show my face to him when he is in this condition.
I think i just sat there for sometime, looking at him and left the place normally. Next thing was that i realized it was just a dream and things started to get unexplainable and finally i woke up, having remembered all that has happened.
14 April 2009
Day 33 - Shopping Spree
Day 33 - 13th April 2009
Got up, changed some clothes, ate some breakfast. Same old routine except today i went to college with Terb giving me a ride. During the ride, he let me listen to one of the life lessons from the CDs he bought and there were tons of them as it fills up the car's drawer. Anyways this lessons were nice to listen to and funny most of the time, it gets your heart pumping for the morning, heh.
Not gonna say much about today's class cause there really wasn't anything much happening, yeah it was kinda normal and boring. The good thing is that college ends right after this class so the whole afternoon i was free and what do you know, Terb was also free today so he came here to fetch me too. I was in need of a few books for college so we went to two shopping centres in the city to find them, it was fun i guess, it's like an adventure, we were spending the time searching for the 'treasures' in the bookstores. Plus, at that time, the shopping centres weren't as crowded as we would've expected. And again during those trips, we listen to life lessons too, one of them that i have listened was creepy as in this person's life is full of dangers and sufferings but at the same time it was totally funny. When I'm with my bro, Terb, there's always something funny to talk about in our conversations, we could practically laugh the whole time when we're together.
One Word Concluding Today - Epic, although i haven't exactly found what i really wanted,but meh, it was satisfying.
Got up, changed some clothes, ate some breakfast. Same old routine except today i went to college with Terb giving me a ride. During the ride, he let me listen to one of the life lessons from the CDs he bought and there were tons of them as it fills up the car's drawer. Anyways this lessons were nice to listen to and funny most of the time, it gets your heart pumping for the morning, heh.
Not gonna say much about today's class cause there really wasn't anything much happening, yeah it was kinda normal and boring. The good thing is that college ends right after this class so the whole afternoon i was free and what do you know, Terb was also free today so he came here to fetch me too. I was in need of a few books for college so we went to two shopping centres in the city to find them, it was fun i guess, it's like an adventure, we were spending the time searching for the 'treasures' in the bookstores. Plus, at that time, the shopping centres weren't as crowded as we would've expected. And again during those trips, we listen to life lessons too, one of them that i have listened was creepy as in this person's life is full of dangers and sufferings but at the same time it was totally funny. When I'm with my bro, Terb, there's always something funny to talk about in our conversations, we could practically laugh the whole time when we're together.
One Word Concluding Today - Epic, although i haven't exactly found what i really wanted,but meh, it was satisfying.
Day 30-32 - Time Flew By
Day 30-32 10th-12th April 2009
Why the title says 'Time Flew By'? Well, because this past three days it felt so common i don't think there's much to say about Day 31 and 32 as there were weekends except repeating the routine which is - wake up, eat meals, play games, sleep. So i guess i'll give this post an extra Bonus! on life lessons, yay.
Before that, I'll write about Day 30 first since i had math class in the morning. Ms Kong, the math lecturer who i haven't mentioned her name before was still keeping with us as she bear the child inside of her. Good news is that her doctor said that the expected day is Sunday and she would take a months time for recuperation from giving life. Bad news is that the lecturing will stop until she comes back and plus, she gave us all in the class loads of works to do, yay again.
After the class, I went out eating with two of my college friends as not much of people took the subject. We had a nice chat and was about to leave but thank god, literally for giving us a downpour, yay for the third time. My friends waited for the rain to stop, i regretted cause i didn't get to give them a ride as Terb came to fetch me, sadly i waved goodbye as i zoomed by them.
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Bonus! Life Lessons - 1
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I've been hearing a lot about life lessons from Terb lately as he was Amway member who attended their seminars. Although their seminars may have lessons on marketing and advertising, most of the others were life lessons.
One of the lessons were teaching self image which means the image of yourself as you portrayed to others while in public. To simply put an example, if there were two brand new BMW cars being given away for free and the people that their going to give away was a guy who owns a company and the other one was a guy that could afford a normal lifestyle with his current job as most people are like, what would you think their reaction would be? Easy, the rich dude accept it like it was the occasional gifts that he would receive while the other one would be modest and act like he shouldn't accept such expensive thing but he really wanted it anyways.
This is what you call self image, it is the image that you gave for yourself base on what your current situation and status. Well, why can't you change that? I believe that it's because that most people would not accept changes in their beliefs, it binds them and forces to only think one way of things. There's also because nobody had told them about realizing these beliefs would end up causing them to suffer in life; believing that your life is miserable automatically causes you to think you have a bad status in the public which leads to another lesson about negatively minded and positively minded but I'm not gonna say it now as it's gonna be life lesson to be told. All i could say is try opening from your a bit, think proudly of yourself, who you are should not be based on what others think of you but what you really want to be.
Please try to understand the phrase below,
I am not who i think i am,
I am not who you think i am,
I am who i think, you think, i am.
Why the title says 'Time Flew By'? Well, because this past three days it felt so common i don't think there's much to say about Day 31 and 32 as there were weekends except repeating the routine which is - wake up, eat meals, play games, sleep. So i guess i'll give this post an extra Bonus! on life lessons, yay.
Before that, I'll write about Day 30 first since i had math class in the morning. Ms Kong, the math lecturer who i haven't mentioned her name before was still keeping with us as she bear the child inside of her. Good news is that her doctor said that the expected day is Sunday and she would take a months time for recuperation from giving life. Bad news is that the lecturing will stop until she comes back and plus, she gave us all in the class loads of works to do, yay again.
After the class, I went out eating with two of my college friends as not much of people took the subject. We had a nice chat and was about to leave but thank god, literally for giving us a downpour, yay for the third time. My friends waited for the rain to stop, i regretted cause i didn't get to give them a ride as Terb came to fetch me, sadly i waved goodbye as i zoomed by them.
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Bonus! Life Lessons - 1
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I've been hearing a lot about life lessons from Terb lately as he was Amway member who attended their seminars. Although their seminars may have lessons on marketing and advertising, most of the others were life lessons.
One of the lessons were teaching self image which means the image of yourself as you portrayed to others while in public. To simply put an example, if there were two brand new BMW cars being given away for free and the people that their going to give away was a guy who owns a company and the other one was a guy that could afford a normal lifestyle with his current job as most people are like, what would you think their reaction would be? Easy, the rich dude accept it like it was the occasional gifts that he would receive while the other one would be modest and act like he shouldn't accept such expensive thing but he really wanted it anyways.
This is what you call self image, it is the image that you gave for yourself base on what your current situation and status. Well, why can't you change that? I believe that it's because that most people would not accept changes in their beliefs, it binds them and forces to only think one way of things. There's also because nobody had told them about realizing these beliefs would end up causing them to suffer in life; believing that your life is miserable automatically causes you to think you have a bad status in the public which leads to another lesson about negatively minded and positively minded but I'm not gonna say it now as it's gonna be life lesson to be told. All i could say is try opening from your a bit, think proudly of yourself, who you are should not be based on what others think of you but what you really want to be.
Please try to understand the phrase below,
I am not who i think i am,
I am not who you think i am,
I am who i think, you think, i am.
11 April 2009
Day 29 - Just chillin
Day 29 - 9th April 2009
Still at my apartment; when i woke up, my dad, Max and Connie had already went for work; leaving my mom and myself.. so we chatted about loads of stuff; yeah most of the time when it was just me and mom alone, we always have these long chats about life, politics, relationships, girls, boys, studies, future... the list goes on. One word for my mom, Awesome. Maybe one day.. I'd chat like that with my children too, like continuing the family tradition or something, heh.
Anyhow, we walked to the nearby shopping mall to get some necessary items in the afternoon, i always like to stroll around such places at this time as it's less crowded and i enjoy that kind of atmosphere. Long story short, after walking around the place, we ate, we went back to the apartment and dad came back and we packed things up and went back home. Simple as that.
Still at my apartment; when i woke up, my dad, Max and Connie had already went for work; leaving my mom and myself.. so we chatted about loads of stuff; yeah most of the time when it was just me and mom alone, we always have these long chats about life, politics, relationships, girls, boys, studies, future... the list goes on. One word for my mom, Awesome. Maybe one day.. I'd chat like that with my children too, like continuing the family tradition or something, heh.
Anyhow, we walked to the nearby shopping mall to get some necessary items in the afternoon, i always like to stroll around such places at this time as it's less crowded and i enjoy that kind of atmosphere. Long story short, after walking around the place, we ate, we went back to the apartment and dad came back and we packed things up and went back home. Simple as that.
Day 28 - Lawful Day, Not Awful
Day 28 - 8th April 2009
OK, today is finally the day i learn the English Legal System, looking forward to it? Umm.. i can fifty fifty as i had read two chapters of it but to fully grasp and understand what i'm studying all that time is that i need the lecturer to teach too and Kevin was his name.
Not as interesting as Aria but his almost there, most of us were still concentrating on his teaching, not much about the others, i'm gonna say they are but to tell the truth, in all the classes they attended they are always fooling around, all the lecturers always gave them warnings, they don't act like college students, I'd say they think they are still in high school, bunch of idiots.
Anyways the class ended in a breeze and another wind was coming, english language was the next class i'm going to attend but before that, i went out with the friends i made over there, to a Punjabes restaurant nearby during the lunch break. Unfortunately, the food there weren't cheap, really not cheap at all, well, what are friends for? We have fun together; we suffer together.
We were almost late for class as paying at the counter took like eternity to do but managed to make it in time but the classroom was already packed with people. Ms. Sunbeam, the lecturer was sort of the person that had mastered really well in the english language, her presence almost made us all in awe and a bit uneasy but later we found out that she could be a bit warm, i guess. The purpose of that class was to teach us how to speak and write proper english, it wasn't a mandatory class to attend but anyone's interested can go. As any Malaysian know, our way of speaking english is so bad that a British boy could laugh to his death at the way we speak and immediately one of the people i stated yesterday, uninterested in the lecturer's teachings but asked a question anyway. I don't know why but the way he spoke was really irrating and ..i should i put this.. i felt like he was someone who actually was retarded when conversing. Anyways, he became the class' fool in a matter of minutes as he continue to amaze us with his 'special voice' and questions.
In short the class was still kinda nice, i would also be looking forward to the next few classes too. Oh today i didn't went back home but to the apartment to watch Fast and Furious in the cinema there with Max and his girlfriend, Connie. Again unfortunately it the seats that we were going to be sitting on was the second row in front, really bad. There were good news though, the movie didn't suck bad, well, a bit on the above average i guess so i enjoyed nevertheless. One more thing, no class tomorrow, hurray for me.
OK, today is finally the day i learn the English Legal System, looking forward to it? Umm.. i can fifty fifty as i had read two chapters of it but to fully grasp and understand what i'm studying all that time is that i need the lecturer to teach too and Kevin was his name.
Not as interesting as Aria but his almost there, most of us were still concentrating on his teaching, not much about the others, i'm gonna say they are but to tell the truth, in all the classes they attended they are always fooling around, all the lecturers always gave them warnings, they don't act like college students, I'd say they think they are still in high school, bunch of idiots.
Anyways the class ended in a breeze and another wind was coming, english language was the next class i'm going to attend but before that, i went out with the friends i made over there, to a Punjabes restaurant nearby during the lunch break. Unfortunately, the food there weren't cheap, really not cheap at all, well, what are friends for? We have fun together; we suffer together.
We were almost late for class as paying at the counter took like eternity to do but managed to make it in time but the classroom was already packed with people. Ms. Sunbeam, the lecturer was sort of the person that had mastered really well in the english language, her presence almost made us all in awe and a bit uneasy but later we found out that she could be a bit warm, i guess. The purpose of that class was to teach us how to speak and write proper english, it wasn't a mandatory class to attend but anyone's interested can go. As any Malaysian know, our way of speaking english is so bad that a British boy could laugh to his death at the way we speak and immediately one of the people i stated yesterday, uninterested in the lecturer's teachings but asked a question anyway. I don't know why but the way he spoke was really irrating and ..i should i put this.. i felt like he was someone who actually was retarded when conversing. Anyways, he became the class' fool in a matter of minutes as he continue to amaze us with his 'special voice' and questions.
In short the class was still kinda nice, i would also be looking forward to the next few classes too. Oh today i didn't went back home but to the apartment to watch Fast and Furious in the cinema there with Max and his girlfriend, Connie. Again unfortunately it the seats that we were going to be sitting on was the second row in front, really bad. There were good news though, the movie didn't suck bad, well, a bit on the above average i guess so i enjoyed nevertheless. One more thing, no class tomorrow, hurray for me.
Day 27 - Economy Breakthrough
Day 27 - 7th April 2009
Today was an afternoon class so thank god i could get up late in the morning, heh. It almost feels like just going to tuition classes now as there was no constant and fixed time to go to college everyday, in fact, i think the sum of lessons i take when i was in high school was more than the sum of time i used to study in college. Pretty cool i say and kinda reduce the level of stress in me.
Anyways, today was The 'Aria' teaching economy today so i went there quite early and again, to not my expectations, the lecturer was really late(about 15 minutes before he came to the classroom) and the classroom was already filled with loads of people at that time.
His explanation? a Porsche 911 Turbo was driving at a speed of 40 km/h in front of him, hah funny. And after that, there was people were still later than him and i think he said ' I don't like people being late *All of us sitting there was glaring at him* ...because anyone coming later than me is considered late and came earlier than me is considered earlier.' and he stated some rules for the class and one of them is that ''the 'boss' is always right even if he is wrong, right?''. His sarcasms and jokes cracked the whole class. Today was sorta of getting to know each other and the definition and basics economy, so it was kind of fun too. Why i study this? Well just as Aria said, i want to learn how to get OPM( Other People's Money ), hahah. Looking forward to his next lessons.
Today was an afternoon class so thank god i could get up late in the morning, heh. It almost feels like just going to tuition classes now as there was no constant and fixed time to go to college everyday, in fact, i think the sum of lessons i take when i was in high school was more than the sum of time i used to study in college. Pretty cool i say and kinda reduce the level of stress in me.
Anyways, today was The 'Aria' teaching economy today so i went there quite early and again, to not my expectations, the lecturer was really late(about 15 minutes before he came to the classroom) and the classroom was already filled with loads of people at that time.
His explanation? a Porsche 911 Turbo was driving at a speed of 40 km/h in front of him, hah funny. And after that, there was people were still later than him and i think he said ' I don't like people being late *All of us sitting there was glaring at him* ...because anyone coming later than me is considered late and came earlier than me is considered earlier.' and he stated some rules for the class and one of them is that ''the 'boss' is always right even if he is wrong, right?''. His sarcasms and jokes cracked the whole class. Today was sorta of getting to know each other and the definition and basics economy, so it was kind of fun too. Why i study this? Well just as Aria said, i want to learn how to get OPM( Other People's Money ), hahah. Looking forward to his next lessons.
10 April 2009
Day 26 - A boring start in college
Day 26 - 6th April 2009
As i would not have expected, my first class in college was not as exciting as would expect since it was 'Malaysia Studies', in other words it was history class. And plus - straight away the lecturer gave homework to do, talk about rapid succesion of things happening in one day. Sigh.. it wasn't really bad though since i only have the class once a week so should be expected.
After that we had mathematic class in the afternoon, the lecturer was pregnant and was to be expected to give birth anytime soon this week, great news. More over she will be having her leave for one month when she 'gives life' in to this world. Her teachings weren't bad but it was strange as there was only a few people attending the class, meh, it might be just that there were not much of people having a like for maths at that college.
Probably the only thing driving me to whole heartedly learn history is my beliefs and a bit of interest in it. Well, what i really eagerly waited for and was looking forward to was the economy and law lessons the next two days since economy was teached by someone who i think might be interesting and law studies was my main interest but i had already went through the first few chapters in the textbook given as i could understand it more clearly when the lecturer teaches me when the time comes.
On the development of friendship there, umm not so much cause there wasn't much of meeting with them and that made me a bit at the sad side but it's ok, no big deal.
As i would not have expected, my first class in college was not as exciting as would expect since it was 'Malaysia Studies', in other words it was history class. And plus - straight away the lecturer gave homework to do, talk about rapid succesion of things happening in one day. Sigh.. it wasn't really bad though since i only have the class once a week so should be expected.
After that we had mathematic class in the afternoon, the lecturer was pregnant and was to be expected to give birth anytime soon this week, great news. More over she will be having her leave for one month when she 'gives life' in to this world. Her teachings weren't bad but it was strange as there was only a few people attending the class, meh, it might be just that there were not much of people having a like for maths at that college.
Probably the only thing driving me to whole heartedly learn history is my beliefs and a bit of interest in it. Well, what i really eagerly waited for and was looking forward to was the economy and law lessons the next two days since economy was teached by someone who i think might be interesting and law studies was my main interest but i had already went through the first few chapters in the textbook given as i could understand it more clearly when the lecturer teaches me when the time comes.
On the development of friendship there, umm not so much cause there wasn't much of meeting with them and that made me a bit at the sad side but it's ok, no big deal.
06 April 2009
Day 25 - Another Sunday, Another Prep
Day 25 - 5th April 2009
Sigh.. I'm not gonna say much but yeah, Sundays are my prep days now. Hard to admit but after i started going to college, my mind is always busy thinking about what to plan for the next whole week every time this day comes. So weekends probably ain't my fun days but more of relaxation and preparation days.
Sigh.. I'm not gonna say much but yeah, Sundays are my prep days now. Hard to admit but after i started going to college, my mind is always busy thinking about what to plan for the next whole week every time this day comes. So weekends probably ain't my fun days but more of relaxation and preparation days.
When i think about it, most people that are actively working or studying has this kind of problem. And probably most of them are not excited about. Ok, I'm gonna start stating some facts now; I'm not going to talk about today but about myself and the majority of people in this world, expect more of these from time to time.
Most of their thoughts are probably:
1. I hate Mondays because I'm gonna be busy the whole week again.
2. Waiting for Monday to come feels as if it's like waiting for your punishment.
3. It's like a drill i have to do for almost half of my lifetime wasted on it.
4. It gets tedious, repetitive and boring every time Monday comes.
5. When will Friday come? ;)
That's because most people think these daily tasks 'are forced to' or 'they have to' as reality wasn't helping them at all but causes them to think it's suffering to do so to continue and support their lives. Well not gonna preach but why do you think like that? Have you ever ask yourself 'Why do you study or work and at the same time, you feel frustrated about it?' Is it because you hate it? In my opinion, the answer is, no, it's not because you hate it; It's because you haven't realised the value of what your doing all this time.
For me to prepare mentally for Mondays or any other frustrated times for that matter, i just thought about what if i had completed my tasks, how valuable are the tasks to my future, my family, the people around me and myself. By reminding myself this, i can quickly and gladly overcome any challenges i encounter and appreciate whatever i'm doing.
05 April 2009
Day 24 - Some free time to kill, not literally
Ok things may get confusion as i haven't write the previous days so please bear with for this few days, sorry.
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Day 24 - 4th April 2009
Well finally a day to write my blog, realised that i got loads of things skipped though so i probably took 1 or 2 hours to finish each day. Today was sorta of 'Writing My Blog Day' cause Terb woke up pretty late before me so i told myself that i could write some for the whole day. I took a break that morning when i went breakfast with my bro; i thinked we talked for quite some time before getting back home, he hasn't heard how my orientation went so alot of the conversation was about that.
After gettting back home, i only wrote a bit before my parents got back from the apartment. Then i was feeling really bored about it as the atmosphere around the house was a bit crowded so i ended up practicing dance the whole afternoon instead. I still have to be flexible with my time management anyways so it wasn't a big deal.
Night time, was thinking what i missed in MSN so i too had the chance to chat but the internet connection in my area was really bad so trying to have a conversation with someone was ridiculous as watching static from the television. However, there was tons of new stuff in my mailbox, never knew so many things can happen in the internet after only a few days had passed, i felt kinda grateful, heh.
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Day 24 - 4th April 2009
Well finally a day to write my blog, realised that i got loads of things skipped though so i probably took 1 or 2 hours to finish each day. Today was sorta of 'Writing My Blog Day' cause Terb woke up pretty late before me so i told myself that i could write some for the whole day. I took a break that morning when i went breakfast with my bro; i thinked we talked for quite some time before getting back home, he hasn't heard how my orientation went so alot of the conversation was about that.
After gettting back home, i only wrote a bit before my parents got back from the apartment. Then i was feeling really bored about it as the atmosphere around the house was a bit crowded so i ended up practicing dance the whole afternoon instead. I still have to be flexible with my time management anyways so it wasn't a big deal.
Night time, was thinking what i missed in MSN so i too had the chance to chat but the internet connection in my area was really bad so trying to have a conversation with someone was ridiculous as watching static from the television. However, there was tons of new stuff in my mailbox, never knew so many things can happen in the internet after only a few days had passed, i felt kinda grateful, heh.
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