Day 6 - Dim Light

I could only write the next day.. well cause i was thinking a lot about what 'i have done' last night.

Day 6 - OBD(One Bad Day)

Today was not one of my good days, in fact it's one of my worse days, probably in my top 5.
This afternoon, things seems to be looking fine, i had my practices, looking into universities and photshopped a few pics. It was a normal afternoon until one of my friend called me to celebrate the going of my friends who are taking national services which starts the next few days.

It looks like ice and feels like you can walk on it..

It was.. a really fine day, i went outside around my house to see the clouds, they had nice patterns and colors, i thought to myself this could be a nice day, well irony smacked me in the face.

Before that there's a little thing that happened, Max came back and started talking an eerie event that happened yesterday when he was accompanying his girlfriend's family to buy a house. That talked made chills down my spine before i was going out. So maybe i already had feeling after that, i won't go onto the details but i had an accident when i going home late at night, nothing serious but i.. ran from it without a second thought.. i was panicking.. i didn't think straight at the time; after a while i thought to myself i shouldn't have ran away, i should have faced my mistake and accepted the damn consequences but.. i was scared, i was.. nothing but a coward when it comes to things like this.

My heart was filled with guilt and shame even after going home because i was giving my friends a ride home and they saw it too. My mom forgave me and tell me to not worry about it but still, i couldn't just stop thinking about it, it was too hard for me. I couldn't sleep so i watch animes with my brother until very late at night.

Not gonna write about this day anymore cause there's nothing good about, so, until next time.